Help...!!

i need someone to understand me !!....i am so UNHAPPY.......!!!!



GOD......?

My unlucky week.

This whole week reli suckz.....!!!

i am really feeling quite angry yet sad la....





my bro broke my bed stand few days ago but i din blame him coz the owner really give us those cheap stuff ba...then yesterday night my bro sms me this........



bro: tonight you use my com..just now i use your com watch guess guess show then after that it jam ki....




This is what i recieve when i was in the church and my heart it was like WAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got a bit angry la..coz i wanna do my assignment but now how lioa o??!! not only one assignment lagi...

Some more that time i was having other problem too..which is last month ba.. i already promise Micheal to join them to penang during raya holiday .

But in the end the psycholgy lecturer suddenly want us to do a small test and also group presentation on the same day which is also the same day we are going to penang..and they buy the ticket already if i cant go i still have to pay for the ticket which is RM 70..

At first i though of skipping the class but then she say if u miss any of it you will have no marks..!! so cruel!!


But lucky with God's help my share group member they are so kind enough to help me which is to share my burden together as in they pay half and i pay another half...i am so gratefully ....

AND....

Marriage course is a course which is open to all ages in our church and its an interesting course which we all can learn a lot about causes and reason why sometimes things happen in life between the couple. Although i am single i am very interested with this and i wanna go but i never have the chance coz either i got dance club to attend if not must be no transport to go lo...BUT now i GOT someone to acc me lo...SO HAPPY..

Thanks god for everything...although i might be having some problem this few weeks but in the end i recieve other thing back and those are wat i pray in my prayer ..=]

How wor..??

Tomorrow i got Psychology test and the lecturer promise us few days ago that she is going to upload us the notes BUT SHE DIN!!!! then ok lo..

Yesterday she promise us she will e-mail it to us. BUT SHE DIN AGAIN!!!!

WAH LAU EH...she wan us to fail a???

no notes no nothing wor..how are we are going to pass our midterm??
all of the student are complaining lioa...so stress la...>.<


GOd..help me ??

Before i went back to sibu ..

This was taken the day before i went back to sibu. But its quite long lioa lo..haha coz i was too lazy to update my blog and some more back in my home , the internet connection was so lauzy that i can't even online. So i wanna show u guys some of the pic i took with my coll fren when we all finish our exam and it is also the last dinner with coll fren before i went back to sibu .^^

We went to have dinner somewhere near puchong area. Forgot the name of the restaurant already.

1) This is me with darling zi wei .=]


2) Oppsite us is Brian and next to him is the sweeters


3) Because they were not enough seat in one table so the others they sit behind us lo....

4) That is Thomas behind us ...haha...

I miss you all la..!!! We hardly have the time to meet up lioa lo..

Reason: 1) All different course.
2) All got different timetable .
3) All short sem so LESSER time to meet up.
4) Because short sem so we are more busy .


All because this short sem gua..till now i haven't meet any of them in coll lioa..

Study time OVER!!!

I finish my EXAM LU..!!

The last day of revision i had a lot of fun with my fren in MCD..and Jun came along to join us .

1)See , i am studying leh....very hard to believe leh...


2) HAHA..Jun kacau me..



3) In the end , Jun got bored then she plays the card. =]

I AM GOING bck this sunday .

Here are the answer for the test.

Here are the interpretations:
　　好了，这就是我们的结论：

(1)

The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself
门：
门如果是开着的：说明你是一个任何事都愿与别人分享的人
门如果是关着的：说明你是一个任何事都愿一个人去做的人

(2)

The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
圆形/椭圆形—总有一些朋友陪伴着你，你完全地信任并接受他们。
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
正方形/长方形—你在交朋友的时候有点挑剔，你只是和那些你认为比较熟悉的朋友有一些来往。
Triangle - you are really very very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.
三角形—在对待朋友的问题上，你是一个真正的非常吹毛求疵的人，所以你的生活里没有许多朋友。

(3)

Water in vase:
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! :)
瓶子里的水
空的——你目前的生活很不满意。
一半——你的生活只有一半达到你的理想。
满的——你对目前的生活非常满意。


(4) Material of vase:
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
瓶子的质地：
玻璃/泥土/陶瓷——在生活里你是一个脆弱而需要得到照顾的人。
metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life
金属/塑料/木头——你在生活里是一个强者。

(5)

Flow of waterfall:
0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...
水流速度：
0— 你根本没有性欲
1— 4你的性欲很低
5— 中等水平的性欲
6— 9很强的性欲
10— 哇噻！你有超强的性欲，生活里没有性根本不行。

(6)

Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends
钥匙：
1—生活中你只有一个好朋友。
2— 5生活中你有一些好朋友。
6—10生活中你有许多好朋友。　

　
(7) Castle:
　　Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
　　New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.
城堡：
旧的—显示你在过去的交往中有一段不好的和不值得纪念的关系。
新的—显示你在过去的交往中有一段很好的交往现在仍然鲜活的驻留在你心里。　

(8)

The jewel from the murky pool water:
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.
从脏水的游泳池里捡宝石：
是—当你的伴侣在你身边时，你依然和周围的人调情。
不—当你的伴侣在你身边里，你绝大多数时间只会围着他/她转。

(9)

The money from the clear water pool:
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.
从清澈的游泳池里捡钱币：
是——当你的伴侣不在你身边，你会和周围的人调情。
不——当你的伴侣不在你身边，你也会忠实于他/她，不和周围的人调情。


(10) The size of the box:
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego
箱子的大小
小—不自负
中等—比较自负
大—非常自负

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining)

– humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality
箱子的材料（从表面看）
硬纸/纸/木头（不闪光）——谦虚的性格
金属——骄傲而顽固的性格

(12) The material of the bridge:
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends
桥的材料
金属——和朋友有非常紧密的联系
木头——和朋友有比较紧密的联系
藤条——周围没有很好的朋友

(13) Colour of the horse:
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.
马的颜色：
白色——你的伴侣在你心目中非常纯洁而美好。
灰色/褐色——你的伴侣在你心目中的位置一般。
黑色——你的伴侣在你心目中好像根本不怎么样，甚至还很坏。

(14) Horse action:
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.
马的动作：
安静/吃草——你的伴侣是一个顾家的，谦虚的人。
在附近奔跑——你的伴侣是一个非常狂野的人。

（15）This the last but most important part of the test.
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...
What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?
这是最后一个问题但也是最重要的问题。对了，故事的结尾是一阵龙卷风，
你怎么去做呢？这里提供了三种选择：
(i) 跑过去藏在箱子里面？
(ii) 跑过去藏在桥下面？
(iii) 跑过去骑上马走？
What will you choose?
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner
那么什么是你的选择呢？
现在，我们看看上面的这些事物代表的是什么：
龙卷风——你生活中的麻烦
箱子——你自己
桥——你的朋友
马——你的伴侣
(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.
(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.
(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met
with problems.
（i）如果你选择箱子，你无论何时遇到麻烦你都会自己解决。
（ii）或者你选择桥，无论何时你遇到麻烦你都有将去找你的朋友一起解决。
（iii）又或者你选择的最后一个马，你寻找的伴侣是你无论何时遇到麻烦都要和他/她一起去面对。
　　　　
　　　
So if you think this is worth to take some time to send it to your friends, then you are a friend indeed.Or you think it is kind of true, you can also send it to your friends cause you are true too.
那么如果你认为花一些时间把这个传送给你的朋友是有价值的，那么你是一个真正的朋友。或者你认为这只有一项是真的,你仍愿意发给你的朋友, 证明你同样是一个真正的朋友。

So what do you think? Do you think its quite accurate?? ^^

Test..its quite accurate..

Take a piece of paper and write down the answers.. The analysis is in the end....
请拿出一张纸一支笔把你的答案写下来，结论就在后面。

Situation: 场景：
You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...
你在森林的深处，你向前走，看见前面有一座很旧的小屋。

(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)
这个小屋的门现在是什么状态？（开着/关着）

(2)

You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)
你走进屋子里看见一张桌子, 这个桌子是什么形状的？（圆形/椭圆形/正方形/长方形/三角形）

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)
在桌子上有个花瓶，瓶子里有水，有多少水在花瓶里？（满的/一半/空的）

(4)

And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)
这个瓶子是由什么材料制造的？ （玻璃/陶瓷/泥土）（金属/塑料/木头）

(5)

You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...

What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)
你走出屋子，继续向森林深处前进，你看见远处有瀑布飞流直下，请问水流的速度是多少？（你可以从0—10任意选一个）

(6)

Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...

How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)
过了一会，你走过瀑布，你站在坚硬的地面上，你看见地上有金光闪烁，你弯腰拾起来，是一个带着钥匙的钥匙链。有多少把钥匙拴在上面，你可以任意选一个数字（从1到10）

(7)

You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.
What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)
你继续向前走，试着找出一条路来，突然你发现眼前有一座城堡。这个城堡是什么样的？（旧的/新的）

(8)

You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)
你走进城堡，看见一个游泳池，黑暗的水面上飘浮着很多闪闪发光的宝石，你会捡起这些宝石吗？（是/不）

(9)

Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...
Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)
在这个黑暗的游泳池旁边还有一座游泳池。清澈的水面上飘浮着很多枚钱币。你会捡起这些钱币吗？（是/不）　

(10)

Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)
你走到城堡的尽头有一个出口，你继续向前走走出了城堡。在城堡外面，你看见一座大花园，你看见地面上有一个箱子。这个箱子是多大尺寸的？（小/中/大）　

　　
(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)
这个箱子是什么材料做的？ （硬纸板/纸/木头/金属）

(12)

There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of?
(metal/wooden/rattan)
花园里还有一座桥就在离着箱子的不远处。桥是什么材料建造的？（金属/木头/藤条）

(13)

Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)
走过这座桥，有一匹马。马是什么颜色的？（白色/灰色/褐色/黑色）

(14)

What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)
马正在做什么？（安静地站着/吃草/在附近奔跑）

(15)

OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?
哦，不！离马很近的地方突然刮起了一阵龙卷风。你三种选择。
（1） 跑过去藏在箱子里？
（2） 跑过去藏在桥底下？
（3） 跑过去骑马离开？

The answer will be post soon..

Pink PSP

I wan to buy this pink color PSP..i am still in the saving money..period..

Can't wait to buy...it..but still i dun have the patient to save the money .Every time when its about RM 500 like that i would spent it..-.-

sampai bila also will not reach my sasaran de la..haih..


Look how pretty =] it this...wa..how good if i have it right now...

so lak seh...i always type wrong words..-.-

My feeling..

I just woke up from having a bad dream..i was so scare till i woke up... .When i woke up, i wanted to find someone to talk and wanna been hug by someone i love . But then i realize i was alone in my room feeling so empty...that i can't think of someone to call . . This is when i suddenly think of my ex... so i rush to my h.p to call him..but who knows..i haven't start telling him my story..he already made me angry..=.=


so disapointed le...


I just remember before..

When i was young , if i would woke up with a scare..and terrify face. My mum or dad or my little brother would be there for me to acc me , i think everyone knows i had nightmare ba.So my mum would made me a hot cup of milo to comfort me and we would talk about my nightmare.. . That really helps , and this put a smile on my face and i would go back to sleep again with a heart full of courage without feeling scare to have any bad dream anymore . Something like this baby panda..




Coz my mum would ALWAYS tell me if i am scare..or i'm in trouble , i can seek for GoD's help for he is always there for me .

hehe..

very true...de o...



God is always there for everyone..

Thanks to God that he give me so many friend and lucky i have a friend to comfort me just now instead of my ex.

I am looking forward to go back sibu to meet my parent , my little bother and my friends..again... i misses everyone a lot...i miss the home feel....so much .

Actually i feel pretty weird writing all this down at my blog..haha
But i still will continue to write it down for i wanted to express my feeling out..so blogging is one of the ways ba...=]

Study study study..!!

The past few weeks me and hui ying been studying together although we are studying different sub =] and because we would study till very late in the morning around 2 or 3 am . So, she would just overnight at my place coz..its dangerous for her to go back alone so late.

The past few weeks my table would look like this.....

1) Messy leh..?? haha (got my note and hui ying notes)

Yesterday was saturday and every saturday night i will go attend church service. =] After church , i went back to my home and continue study with hui ying again. We din slept for the whole night AGAIN...

coz if we drank Teh Ice we can't sleep de..its like Coffee to all of you .

So , the story goes like this...
After church , i went to ali baba a mamak stall jsut downstair at our condo.. We drank teh ice...and then we went bck study.

But how we know we only study for few hour only then we started to chit chat till 7 .30 in the morning...AMAZING or not?
HAHA..gal ma....

This is when i got hungry..jor...haha
coz few hour of talk and staying up whole night reli need quite a lot of energy de ma..

Then i got this ideal of having McD's Mc breakfast lo..and because we are too lazy to go down and buy and a bit tired so...
straight away we just call..for Mcd delivery....>.< (LEVEL UP)=means add more fat.. HAHA.. But hor...!! to our anger!!... We waited for the delivery to arrival almost 2 hour la...while we were waiting for the delivery to arrival hui ying and me got tired and wanted to sleep but CANNOT leh..coz if we slept..who is going to open the door o.. ?? =.= So hui ying study her notes to stay awake but i blog lo...to staying awake... Then i saw hui ying study till felt asleep... 2) Hui ying on my bed...tersleep...


3) This is already almost 8.15 am but Mc delivery still haven't arrival... . LOok at the window , the sun is already up..lo..

I was so hungry that i call McD delivery center for 2 times =}..hehe...

but they only say sorry for keeping us waiting for so long..the last time i call , they ONLY SAY NOW WE ARE SENDING SOMEONE UP..!!

WHAT...!!
Mcd is just so near only wor...why take you so long de??


BUT WE FORGIVE THEM..!!

But they are too much ler..ba...sob sob.. ;[

We still had for 30 min again for them to come up to our door..!!!
Why so BAD DE...McD people o...??

know i call so many times ler because we are hungry ma..but still so slow lagi...

So....DAMM PISS lo...both of us..

suan lo..we just wait and finally when the food were here..we just faster give them the money and faster faster shut the door and faster go eat...haha...


4) SEE.. how messy the table..!!

Obviously that we were very hungry...eat till so messy..HAHA

When i was taking this pic..hui ying said to me..

me: wait..!! dun eat 1st...i wanna take pic .
huiying: FASTER la...
me: wait a....
huiying: Very hungry liao a..-.-

After all the food and cleaning...we got back to sleep...=P
then we only wake up at around 4 pm like that...

hehe...that would be all guys..!!

JIA YOU my fren in our finals ....

May God bless us all with good greds =]

St.Anne's Trip.

Remember the time i said i went to penang with my relatives?? My aunty , uncle and cousins them all ?? for the St.Anne celebration??
Well, here are all those picture we took through out our journey =]

So first of all , this is the picture of Isabel aka bel bel , me and Bibiana aka bibi..=}

aiayak..!! bibi face half jor..=P
But never mind still got others pic of her..hehe..

2) Here it is!!.. me and bibi..CoooOollL...sade..??


3) Bel said this pic her hair looks nice very YENG...haha
This picture was taken when we stop for breakfast on the way to penang.


4) This is Me with my auntie and my cousin and sorry ya ...can't see my uncle cause he was taking this picture for us..

5) We are having DONUTS for breakfast =] and that's my uncle standing behind my auntie .


6) WOW....so many donut..and so colourful again...


7)This is what we are having , and the pink smily face is mine..hehe..looks nice but doesn't taste nice and plus its too sweet !!

Nowadays people really like my Sade ..haha
So after breakfast , we continue our journey to penang .

8) Bel bel with my sade..in the car.


9) Bibi with my sade .


10) This is me..hehe...

Who wear it nicer o..??

i think bibi wear it nicer..


11) Erm.. some random picture we took in our journey...


12) Nice mountain...view.. It was all green green and green . That is all we saw , it was nice to get out from kl sometimes .


13) After few hour of drive we finally going to reach penang bridge soon . Yeapi..


14) Here are the view of the sea from the car.. its was lovely but along the bridge .But now they built something like a wall between the both side of the road. So, this made us harder to see the sea view .They said it was built actually was to prevent those KEPO people to stop by the road side to view the sea . WHY leh ? to prevent traffic jam lo...

15) and about this shop , everyone !! i think this shop really got few types of nice food o..hehe..reli nice..and one of it, was the chicken rice and the auntie of the chicken rice shop is a very SMALL GAS auntie >.<.. why i say so ?? Cause i heard they say if you order her chicken rice you must wait very long for your order to arrival cause a lot of order ma....and because her chicken rice is very famous ppl would come very far just to have her chicken rice and that is why la...that's what made her chicken rice so BA BAI ...or DAI BA.. Ok , why i say she is small gas? if your order haven't come then you go ask her a..she would answer you this way ... ppl: auntie , my chicken rice "ho lioa boi" ??(already ma ?? )
auntie : WHY .. ? slow a ? "MAI DAN LA"(dun wait la !! )
ppl: -.- ..sorry lo...i will wait lo..

See my point ??

But this shop not only famous of the chicken rice la..still got this

16) THIS!!! its reli very nice ....you must try this cause i like it a lot but i forgot the name..haih..


hehe...there is also something i wanna share too cause i never see thing like this...

17) Table that does not order drink will be charged rm0.30 per person...=.= actually this picture was taken by my cousin cause the 1st time i took the pic was blur and don't dare to go fro 2nd time...i was very paiseh ma..cause a lot of people there..but then one of the auntie near by also one of the owner of the shop , smile and say "wah..have to take meh"?? but i was thinking "WAH...have to charge meh..??" the more you say the more i wanna take and show it to ppl..!! HEMMM..m...!! >.< me ="P" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEijWfp90RsRnLgE8imgmCffGvYrV85VyuLY6UUZuqy4AEISpHsN3gOTEf1yoOEeaElzUEg2uyb4R-Ndw5Vb-n9E1pQJXoQDa-JT4-btEF6HFbFR8YSkhQOkhlqw9HDmjbzmTAVJX-Yqsqw/s400/DSC09107.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5231321711659613138" border="0">18) Penang was full of heritage building . I saw this KFC so pretty that i wanna show this pic =]


19) So , after we reach my auntie condo , i took some pic from her condo view and this is from the balcony .

20) Wah...sea view...=}

21) So the next day , we went to the ST.ANNE church . hehe...just one more pic of me and my cousin cam whoring..again haha


22) TA DA !! We have arrival st.anna church . This is the old church la..so its smaller and in this picture. I look cacat..=P

23) This is how it looks like from the inside . We would go there and pray then light up 2 candle and put it in one area just for candle.

Next , we went up a hill just right beside this old church.

24) Its a long way up u know...there are more things to see on top of the hill..

25) This is the closer look for the 1st stop..its the mother Mary station. If you are wondering why i am wearing long sleeve and long pant all those , that made me look very strange cause its a hot day actually. The reason is..i am feeling unwell that time so i wear so tick lo...macam Bau Bak Zan.


26) Mother Mary on top of the hill.


27) Jesus Christ .


28) So many cross on the way up and down the hill.


29) This is St.Anne's Water station . The water coming out from the paip is the holy water . Everyone is allow to bring back home some of the st.anne holy water for free and people in the picture they are washing themselves with the holy water . Cause they say its for cleanliness wor..


30) Yeah...picture of me taking the holy water from st.anne's water back to sibu .


31) St.anne's new church enterence .


32) Cute angel holding the cup of holy water at each side of the enterence .


33) Here is how the center of the church looks like from inside .


34) Uncle and Aunties with me and bibi.


35) The look of the new church from the front .

36) Durian !! so many..my favourite...HAHA i ate a lot of them...that is also the reason why i got more sick...the next day...

37) Few pic of delicious food we had and we enjoy it .


38) The next day after we had our breakfast , we went to this church .


39) Then i found sometime interesting in front of the church toilet.


40) WE haven't finish discover penang yet...

what a waste...coz not enough time for us to discover and plus i was sick that time (although i dun look sick but i am seriously very very sick that time)

That is almost all about it.. there are a lot more picture i can show de..but i am too lazy..hehe

ok la..

bye..muaks..